

In An Empty SpaceThere is no possible combination Of elaborate words I could write here, In this empty space, That would justify such a feeling…In An Empty Space
I wish I could pour my heart out To whichever soul is reading this, In this empty space, But I’m forever holding back…
My simple, difficult existence Torn between great love, loneliness and pain, In this empty space, Leaves me full of endless longing…
I wish more than anything in this torture To please him, bring a smile to his face, In this empty space, It is all that satisfies me… &nbs
James Cagney
Bloody Fingernails
Realisation

When...When the glistening of the moonlight falls on the shoulders of the hillsWhen...
When the glowing of the stars falls on the eyelids of the seas
When the closing of the darkness falls on the torso of the trees
When the shouting of the silence falls on the eardrums of faeries
When the loving of the hatred falls on the hearts of there and then
When the violence of the peace falls on the conscience of many again
When the childhood of the aged falls on the fingertips of the new
When the melody of the drama casts the main role as you


Belonging...?A place inside of me Which was lost too long ago Is longing for an emotion A feeling I don't know. To believe that I belong Am welcome wherever I go Have no doubt, only courage My true colours, able to show. This feeling I've never felt So I can never miss it Still the desire waits Until the emotion pays a visit. But even if it does Eventually become my friend It shall not last And will it matter, in the end? Everything I touch now Everything I feel and know What's it's significance When I finally go? So all the pain I'm feeBelonging...?


Love me....Love me In my darkest shadows Love me Through all my tears Love me When things get harder Love me Protect me from my fears.Love me....
Love me In my lightest hour Love me Through my smiles and laughter Love me When it's all too easy Love me Happily ever after.
I'll love you In your darkest shadows I'll love you Through all your tears I'll love you When things get harder I'll love you Protect you from your fears.


A New Youthe thought of suicide crosses my mindA New You
then of murder
i am blind
murder is not the way through
i think of evil
i think of you
then a new idea, i have
my heart is broken
and empty in one halve
another thought has crossed my mind
i can see, i am not blind
the one thing i have to do
is sit here and wait for
a new you


We Are Aloneall alone is what we are although freinds are close they are far when night closes in life grows thin and here we are alone again.We Are Alone
all alone is what i am nobody can change that no woman, no man comfort me but still you see i am alone and i can't be free.
all alone is what you are nobody there to ring the alarm the night has come to take you away there is only one thing i can say we are alone.


Once Upon A TimeOnce upon a time In a land far away A mother said to herself "I loose them today"Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time In a land silent but strong A mother wept tears of anger For she knew they didn't belong
Once upon a time In a land destroyed and conquered A mother waved goodbye To her children and killers wretched
Once upon a time In a land we all know Peace and happiness sounded All were friends, no-one a foe
Once upon a this time In a land too close to home People getting slaughtered Yet all I can do is moan &nb


Love's MisconceptionMy broken heart weeps crimson poetry telling of my adoration for you, My shattered soul speaks sonnets of the pain I'm going through, My soaked wrists cry dripping liquid because you are gone, My sub-conscious has awoken as I realise I am no-one.Love's Misconception
Your broken heart will weep crimson poetry of your adoration for me, Your shattered soul will speak sonnets of the pain you will see, Your soaked wrists will cry dripping liquid because I'll be gone, Your sub-conscious will awake as you realise I was the one.


When You're GoneWhen you're gone Everything seems to go wrong Hours turn from short to long Depression stares me in the face Paranoia, anger, jealousy join the race Constantly, I'm always down Self-hatred, I no longer wear the crown I cannot control the thoughts I think They're sub-conscious but I begin to sink Down, I'm drowning in my own murky liquid Fighting with voices and images only I live with An inevitable fight that i cannot win My patience and hope grows nearly too thin I stare at a glass that can reflect my nothingness That I can look into and see all the mess &nbsWhen You're Gone


Little GirlA blank expression Lay on the face Of a lonely girl Way out of place. A sharp razor blade Lay on the floor Next to this girl Curled up by the door. A purple hand Lay by the blade The hand of the girl Which indentations it made. A free soul Lay up in heaven The soul of the girl Who was merely seven. A dead body Lay by the door The body of the girl Used as a decor. An evil man Who often lied Watched the girl As she committed suicide.Little Girl


Your Eyes...A small beam of moonlight reflects onto the silver blade, Then on to my naked wrist, I retreat into the shade. The darkness hides my shame deep within me, i fear to tread. Every millimetre of my skin is a drop of blood to be shed. The million pointlessnesses dancing with more confusing ideas, My main focus is the amount of minds i have poisoned with my tears. I loose control and begin to slip into what i thought I'd lost, It's been hiding within me, what i don't realise is the great cost. I close my eyes slowly to await what ever is next for me, But your two beautifully bright, shining eyeYour Eyes...